Steve Sickenberger is an asshole. Like, way, way more than me. He's a genuinely nasty, ugly, mean individual who actively seeks to injure me professionally, personally, and emotionally.
He sucks.
Also on this list, I think, are mmm, Michele Nguyen, Scott Stokes, Kevin Bierworth, and probably one or two others, but I'm not sure, so why say so? Anyway... what really is most hurtful about the behavior these assholes deliver in my direction is that I've never done anything to any of them. In fact, I avoid all of them as much as I possibly can. Oh, yes, I've said something with a sharp tongue to them each at least once. But that's sort of like yesterday's news in the kitchen, right? Having a sharp tongue is just something that others (or at least I) should grow a thicker skin around. Each of these individuals has said MANY things to me that are so far beyond anything I've ever said to any of them I just don't understand.
And while I *really* hate this whining shit, I don't DARE access the part of me that makes me feel like I have POWER over these people. Because that IS the ugly part of me, and that IS NOT the part of me I choose to be, whenever I still have control over that choice.
I just don't get what people want from me. Do they want me to blow up at them? Be ugly toward them? Do they want me to fail? Do they want to just be terrible people? Do they think this is good, or right? Is it moral behavior? Ethical? Is it appropriate or professional? Is there any justification for it whatsoever? If not, then what the fuck?
Just plain old what the fuck?
Why are SO MANY people just worthless pieces of shit?
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